God continues to be good to me, I want to take the time out to tell you about the goodness of God in my life.
A lot of times I forget to count my blessings and in turn I can be very ungrateful to God. I do not wish to continue that way towards the God who keeps on looking out, protecting me and providing for me. The favor of God is upon my life and I will not take it for granted.
First and foremost I want to publicly praise God for the petition my husband and I had for us to be united. It has been one of great favor, unmerrited favor. I could not have been more fortunate for our case to pull through that quickly. Our case took approximately 1 year 2 months and for that I continue to be grateful. Thank you God for favoring us.
I have relocated quite a few times, I’d say one too many times but it has always been in a place I’m very familiar with and I’ve always had majority of my family and friends nearby. However, relocating to the United states, I knew it wouldn’t have been easy but I was not prepared for how hard it would have been. This process has brought to the forefront fears and anxiety I never knew I had. So many different emotions started to surface being in this unfamiliar place. Nevertheless God has been so good to me.
Life in New York city is not all it’s cracked up to be. Reality can hit you like a really big dirty brick right in the face (pla-tocks) burst up your face and thing… lol . Anyway, although there has been very challenging times God has always been Jehovah Jireh, turning up just in time. God provided a roof over my family’s head, food on our table, He clothed us and for that I say thank You Father.
In the past, I’ve always been one to give up right before my victory comes but this time I told myself I will trust God no matter how hard it gets. Numerous times I had to encourage myself in the Lord. I spoke to myself reminding me that quitting is the easy way out, giving up is what the enemy wants. Just push a little harder Karmel, wait a little while longer, don’t give up just yet, it feels unbearable now only because your blessing is just about ready to be manifested. I must say, not giving up has paid off, all glory to God! I will be doing this more often :-).
These couple of months I’ve had alot of alone time which at the time I didnt really appreciate but now looking back I would like to give God the glory for those times I’ve spent alone. I’ve been able to work on my relationship with God, my faith in God grew significantly, I’ve been able to strengthen my foundation in God. If given the chance to do it over again I definitely would, seeing it gave me a chance to better the one relationship that matters most, my relationship with my heavenly Father.
God blessed me, words are not enough to repay God for all He has done. So I will continue to put my faith and my trust in God knowing He will always see me through, as long as I keep my eyes focused on Him.
FAITHFUL GOD THAT’S JUST WHO HE IS!!!!